The.Butterflies.Listen

Friday, June 29, 2007

11:22 PM

Konnichiwa gozaimasu.
Back from Cultural Fiesta. And it was so...
Dunno larh.
Nice? Boring? Torturing? Splendid? Weird? (A good possibility all of them.)
I mean, the dances were cool--
Oh yes. WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS WE ARE THE SEC 1 FOLKDANCE CHOCOLATED CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXD
Now, where was I?
Yes, ok; the dances were cool, the flag-twirling was awesome (I liked the first group's song, it was so dramatic and at the same time kinda emo-ish), and the Kidol finals was...
Err. Flat. And the Destinex guys were like, torturing me. I liked Natalie and Raimi and Thorn Among The Roses though.
The freestyle dancing and the guitarists were great too. The alumni danced really well too! I totally loved The Radicals. Suren The Great was onstage there, dancing like the Michael Jackson he loved to be. Lolx!
They played Crazy Little Thing Called Love over the speakers! It's Micha--I mean, Ridzuan's song! Xp
They also played these two supercool Japanese songs. I WANT THEM LIAOXX...
I love wearing outside clothes in school. Makes people look older (or younger) than they really are.
And there was this guitarist guy in brown whom Aishah was totally drooling over and I was like, "Ewww!!! HIM, CUTE??!!" I'd rather stick pins in my eyes liaox! He looks like my idiotic second aniki and HE isn't cute!!
No way no way no way.
That's over...

LOVE ME
As I square the round edges on the drink
I wait for you on the street corner
The liquid inside is warm and I can't drink it anymore
But what else can I do except hold on to it?
In the glass case reflecting me in the darkness
There is a doll that has been scowling at me
The tune I whistle is a bright and cheerful one
A little noise dedicated to the people of the world
No one could possibly recognize that melody
But do you hear it?
Goodbye, LOVE ME

A snatch of lyrics from my latest object of obsession, Love Me by Joe Alcohol...

Monday, June 25, 2007

12:17 AM

TADAIMA!!
Ore no blog has an anime-less skin now.
Ya lah, it's animated, but when I want anime, I ALWAYS mean JAPANESE ANIME!!
Try to find Yami no Matsuei, don't have. Loveless, I used before. Tenisu no Ojisama also too many crazy ones. I wanted to put one with Kaidou as a chibi but the creator go and block Tezuka's face nyaa...so mean...
Well, anyway, back ta school.
So crazy liaoxx. The new timetable is SO CRAZY. Kichigai no timetable...
I mean, the history and art I'm fine with. But PE SWIMMING ON WEDNESDAYS??!!
What kind of preposterous rubbish is this?
Not rubbish, exactly. I LOVE swimming. (Though sunscreen NEVER works and I end up looking like Chau-tah.) I completed Intermediate Level in P4.
But when you have a couple of girls in your class who are snobby brats about "the size of other ppl's bodies", you tend to dread it, no?
Guess what. Conan the Barbarian doesn't know how to swim.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ok, enough. No need to waste too much laughter and words on that guy.
Ehhhhh. No more Ms Chen.
WEEEEEKKKKK...I'll miss her. She was so understanding.
Wesley must really, really miss her now.
Sorry, sorry, read the title of this entry.
I love Loveless. That sounds weird. But no, I just love Ritsuka. He is so BL***Y CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!! All purple-haired guys tend to be supahawt bishounen...
Yay. Ren's OC wife-to-be will be Anna's cousin, Ritsuke, based on Ritsuka, obviously. Plot for Shaman King story not yet fully formed, though.
Ok. Ohyes, I also love ELDDS like mad. Love it love it love it. The seniors aren't as horrible as I thought they would be.
I wanna go. JA NE!!!!
Felaine xholicx
(feLxhLcx)

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

12:23 AM

ELDDS CAMP SO RAWX.
We juniors got to meet THE seniors...the so-called elite bunch in ELDDS...
Some of us didn't get ta go, like Delly and Khairi and Mint. Some seniors probably didn't go too, but there were so many of them whom we did NOT know and it was scary!! When we play icebreakers, it was a bit hard, especially when everyone pronounce Emilia's name as "Ah-mee-liya" when it's supposedly "Ehh-mee-liya". She's really particular about people calling her "Ehh-mee-liya"...
So there were guys like Vicky and Suren whom poor Doreen had trouble differentiating (sp?!) and Hwa Yi (sp?) and Yong Kian who looked so alike I almost mistook them for each other. Hwa Yi is better known as Hawaii in blogs of ppl who dunno how ta spell his name. At least in my case. XDXD
Then there are girls like Cang Ning whose name could be mistaken for Kai Ling...
Ahh, there's a lot. What's funny is that Doreen also can't see the diff between Warah and Quraisya. Funnee!!
So we were split up into groups and I was the only junior in Extraordinary Elites, aka E-Squared. But there wasn't time to like, panic, so I just made friends with them. In my group were Izzaty, Cang Ning, Warah and Yong Kian. The last two are SUCH a nice couple!! SOOO cute!! SOOO compatible in Amazing Races, too! Always run and compete together...a bit weirdo-ish...
When we got into our groups we had to name our groups, do a cheer (which we never even performed), discuss about our Racial Harmony short skit and discuss our menu for dinner. Ohyeahs, our ELDDS camp was also based on Racial Harmony and teamwork.
Anyway. I realized that my group is the most quiet, partly because Cang Ning is super serious most of the time & Warah and Yong Kian are naturally quiet. Izzaty was the only one who actually spoke most of the time, and I contributed some ideas and stuff, but it was really the most serious group.
Which was GOOD!! Our work was done twice as fast as anyone else!! And we were all serious about it and not fooling around like some ppl!!
The names of the other groups were a bit weird, like The Sexy Amigo (!!), Mash Potatoes, Makan, The Smart Egg Yolks (!!), The Haywire and...what was the last group's name again? I forgot.
Ok, so we had to go for the Amazing Race first. It was SO TIRING!!!!!!!!!! Especially since we had to run from school to Limbang, back to school, back to Limbang, and you know lah.
I LOVE mature people because when we were in the playground at Limbang Park to do a station, I slipped down one of the slightly muddy (grassy?) bumpy parts of the grass and fell. But unlike a few ppl I know, my groupmates didn't laugh.
Instead, they questioned, "Hey, are you all right? You sure you okay?"
And I was like, "Of course! Don't worry, it doesn't even hurt." But it kinda did. Nvm lah, not serious.
The final station, which is NOT counted, was shopping for our own dinner. This was really fun. We had to, as a group, cook at the Home Ec room for dinner and if we did badly, as Ms Tang said, good luck to you, because you had to eat it no matter what.
We really made our food extraordinary. Tom yam soup with lots of yong tau foo-type ingredients, mee goreng and to finish it off...cocktail dessert! XDXD
The actual cooking part was so fun. Partly because we weren't sure what the HELL we were doing, but we were still actually cooking.
I really take my hat off to Cang Ning. She didn't know how to cook an egg sunny-side up, but she attempted four times. Two were...err...failures, and two were pretty nice. The last, Warah made herself. Her first attempt (!!) but she ate it anyway.
IT WAS DELICIOUS.
Even Yong Kian said it right out. But I guess it was because we were so hungry we'd eat anything.
Then we went around sampling each other's foodie dishes. That was fun too!! I ate some garlic bread made by The Sexy Amigo (was it? Farah's group.) and paid a dollar (but it was returned) for the Hawaiian (it wasn't Hawaii's group that made it, I assure you) "pizza" that Wei Sheng's group made.
Sham forced me to have some of her group's mashed potatoes. I guess if you belong to a group called Mash Potatoes you'd make that as your signature dish, too. It was nice, but there were still some bits of potato not...err...mashed yet, and too much butter nya.
I AM NOT INSULTING THE MASH POTATOES. I MEAN THE MASHED POTATOES. I MEAN--ARRGH, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!!
Then later on we go shower and then have hot Milo!! Sham and me both had our Milo Japanese style (using the green bowls that was supposedly for cracking and mixing eggs XDXD).
Then we went upstairs and we started to chitchat about anime and Harry Potter yaoi. HarryxDraco foreva!!! XDXD And we also listened to Every Heart (Jap&Eng vers.) and Shinjitsu no Uta on Sham's hp. SO COOL!!
Then I had the craziest craving for MORE Milo. Luckily I had some sachets with me, so I went down and asked Ms Tang for hot water. Had to tiptoe in the room and make NO sound at all!! One of the teachers was asleep!
That time was about 12am already but all of us still hanging outside. The Bandies all also have their campfire. Waste of good wood, man!! The rest of us sing Campfire song upstairs for no reason.
When the seniors called for lights out....................whisper whisper whisper. Seriously. There was STILL whispering by 2am. Sham just plain talked out loud without a care. Nat Tan, Becky, she and me all played Truth&Truther to pass the time.
Sham told me that when she wanted to talk to me soon before 3am, she found out I was asleep. She turned to talk to Becky and Nat and they were asleep too! So it was like...she played with her completely dead hp for a while and then blacked out. I guess.
The next day, today, i woke up feeling so frikkin' cold and it turned out that Yong Kian accidentally woke me up. He was charging his frikkin' hp in the GIRLS' sleeping quarts!! Crazy!! Then I woke Sham, Becky and Nat up and we talked a while before going to shower. Then we had brecky and about an hour plus of rehearsing our short skits.
I LOVED our skit. Warah and Yong Kian played the Chinese 21-yr-old guy with his 20-yr-old Malay gf, and Ah Boy wanted to bring Ah Gerl home to his ma, who kind of approved of Warah but kept calling her "Wa-lah". Then me, the hyper army-like mother of Warah, terrorized him when he came to my house.
Guan Yeow said, "Your skit had a lot of Singlish which is technically disallowed but it was hilarious so who cared?!" I loved the part where I said, "You don't make my blood go upstairs hah!"
Then we had Polar Cakes tea and afterwards asked everyone to share their experiences about the camp and whatnot. Then we watched a video that a few of the poor seniors spent the whole night doing. Haikal (sp? Might be Haikel.) was the most hilarious pic. XDXD
And then it was time to go hooome. Sad nya!!
I wished we coud go again...and for the Racial Harmony play in July, ALL Sec 1s had to perform!! So nervous even if it hasn't even come yet...
Now can't wait for Dec camp! WOOT!!!!!!!! XDXD

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

9:17 PM

Lolx. 3 more days to ELDDS camp.
I'M GOING!!!
For all you demons thinking I won't be going, y'all got a big shock coming to ya!! The SHINIGAMI NO TENSHI is coming!!!
I'm a crazy jack-ass, I am.
Concentrating on White Rose Petals is a bit hard nyaas...need to work on Ms Oh So Right also since there ARE still reviewers...
Kagome, if you're reading this, GOMENASAI FOR WEIRD WAY TO LOVE!!! It's on hiatus right now!! (Check up the dictionary for the meaning.) I'M NOT USING MY OWN COMP!!! I NEVER DO!!!
Yep yep, I'm in a very hyper state of mind right now.

12:11 AM

I noticed that I don't put up much pictures. So I'm gonna!
This is Fujimori Sunao from Sukisho (top). My favourite uke from the show besides Nanami-chan. The one on the below is his alter ego, Ran. Though it's not so clear...

This is Hashiba Sora (right). Err, the chibi form, anyway, I guess. XDXD. The one on the left is his alter ego, Yoru. So KAWAII!! ^^

This is the two with Matsuri-chan. When they were younger. Sorry, not many pics of Sukisho... They actually could be Sei, Shiina and Kitamura...O.o

I'm off to find pictures of Shinchirou, Gaku, Nanami-chan and the real chibis...Ja!

Coolest loves,

&!= syaoran

Monday, June 11, 2007

9:08 PM

Lolx. Lvl 15 so fast. I hate that effing lil witch that stole away my cousin. Curse you in the fiery depths of HELL!!! O.o
Finished watching Sukisho...it's only 12 eppys but they ALL ROCK (except the ending of the last eppy. It SUX!!) I cannot believe that Nao is a psycho who was so seriously misled he cant even find out for himself what that a**hole Aizawa said was really true. And when he DID find out, never even apologize to Sora. What the HELL??!
But the ending was totally crappy though. Where are they GOING? And what did Nao mean when he said, "Just going is mean!" Serious misunderstanding here...
Betcha my new Sukisho fic will totally kick ass. I am a lime/fluff freak!! And I'm slowly losing reason as to why I like hetero pairings now...grr, nee-chan is so influencing!!
But for the sake of the bishounen, I'm willing!! ^^
Watched all my fav cartoons from morning...Teen Titans, Ben 10 and Xiaolin Showdown...TT & XS both so funny!!
I got completely obsessed with alternate personalities and made up one of my own (though she's not exactly really taking me over). She's dark-blonde, fair skin, grey eyes, dressed like a bloodthirsty huntress and has huge destructive black wings.
Actually, that's my Maple character. XDXD
But I love my Maple character and she's like my alter ego so I'll make her my alternate personality.
Her full name is Kazaku Keiru Syaoran. You guys MIGHT recognize it sometime soon...if you ever pay attention to what I write in my notebooks..
My dad said I would be addicted to Maplestory...and he's right. I'm hopelessly addicted and in love with it. No unrequited love here!! Maplestory loves its players!! (I hope.)
I had a frikkin' dream about entering the Maple world and being my character...with my nee-chan...lolx...utter coolness!! Kimochi na...^^
But when a few bishies entered and began a total yaoi scene inside... SUGOIIIIII!!!!!!!
Too bad I had to wake up so early. I slept at 1am and got up at abt 7. Very short dream...at least for me! XDXD But it was fun while it lasted. Really fun...
Well, gotta go. Got lotsa info to check out. Ja ne!!
Coolest loves,
&!= syaoran (:

12:47 AM

Ohgawd. Gunning for lvl 15 but the stupid snails keep hitting me and and I keep killing thin air for no reason when I'm trying to TURN.
The mushrooms are so stupid. Their expressions when they see something weird...makes Danial, my otouto, laugh till he fell from the table, for gawd sake.
Nvm if you don't understand. But I think I'm a very betraying Archer. Instead of using my bow and arrows, I use a trusty spear. Muahaha. I just love to strike instantly and not two nanoseconds later, larh.
Got three new songs from my cuzzies, The River by Good Charlotte, Famous Last Words by MCR and In Over My Head by The Fray. First two rock, last one sux. Think I'll delete it. Waste of my hp storage space, man!
Juz now I came across a Wizard Ice Lightning (if I'm not wrong), name Shikinda. Ask me whether I'm from S'pore, what age. When I told him he was like, "Walao. I already 17 leh." I was so stunned. 17 year olds still play Maple? Sugoi de!!
Met Guanwei online too. He so high lvl leh...make me feel so paiseh. He want to make a guild, told me to lvl up faster. So I said ok, and now I'm gonna go all out and train. Itaiiii...my fingers HURT!!
Ohya, yesterday when I play, Raihan was like, "Magicians and bowmen of the world unite, noobs can get lost!!" over and over again. So I say, "Yeah!!" and we grin and grin like mad psychos. I think other people who saw us must be sweatdropping. XDDD I only lvl 14, he already lvl 29, I still feel like a noob!! He's the one who's training me and he is 11 yrs old!!
So many ppl are magicians. A few ppl I know are sins. Why not many ppl want to be warrior huh? Or maybe I never see. Hmm.
MAPLESTORY ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Sunday, June 10, 2007

12:50 AM

So today again I am back at my babysitter's house and my beloved aniki lend me the lappytop again! Yay! But it was partly so that I could help create a business blog for him. Turns out, the reason why he blogs with livejournal.com is because...he doesn't know how to use normal Blogger which we know and have a love-hate relationship with! Amazing! So I created a blog for him, it's to sell his and his friends' 2nd-hand stuff, kinda like a yard sale or flea market. Apparently they even tried to go and enter the flea market at *Scape for Lime, but were rejected. A**HOLES!! Lime sucks, I've always known it!
Anyway, the blog is http://www.junkyard-boys.blogspot.com. For all you boys out there looking for fairly cheap branded boys' stuff, visit this blog (a little bit later, though, since there's nothing but an introductory note right now). They're selling for about $15-$20, BRANDED STUFF PEOPLE!! Quiksilver, Volcom, Levi's, Polo Ralph Lauren...brands like that lah. Help out, ok, because my aniki's stuff are pretty sweet (not girly-girly sweet! the cool kind) since i've actually SEEN them...
Anyway, things are not looking good for me at home. My otouto either hates me or loves me, I don't know which. My parents aren't really speaking to me. Well, whateva lah. For an emotional teen having a rough time on her own, the silence is good for me.
Downloading Maple on my aniki's laptop. I really LUV Idris! I bet if I asked him if I could kill Paris, he'd let me.
'Course, I'd share the killing with Nat Tan. It's practically her ambition in life: to slay Paris Hilton.
I'm feeling very bored so I'll go bloghopping and blogthings.com-ing. Ja ne!
&!= sya (:

Friday, June 08, 2007

5:20 PM

YAWWWWN. Ohayou.
Now it really is morning.
Why is it I find myself falling asleep around 3-4am?? Why can't I sleep at my normal time, 12am?? Because I'm the type who sleeps for just 5 seconds or so, say, and can spend a couple of hours doing all sorts of hyper things.
You get used to it when you have an insanely energetic little brother whose mispocheh is another insanely energetic boy (my dear cousin) named Rayyan (pronounced Ryan). Man, the lungs on that Rayyan...sugoi!!
Yesterday I spent the evening with my cousins at Johor. 2nd time to Malaysia in 2-3 days. Really, I wouldn't have gone if not for Rausyan and Raihan. I hardly get to see them. (Plus I really need to get some Maple cards but I need info from Raihan first. XP)
I hated it last night. All because of a stupid mistake, again, my mother won't let me go to the ELDDS camp. I know, I know, I said I'm going, but that's cuz I want to go. She won't let me. She's never been supportive of me being in ELDDS anyway, I guess. She wanted me to be in M.E. Club. But how to go there if GOT NO SPACE?? And I've already got a spot in ELDDS, so what am I supposed to do?
Yeah, and when I was finally interested in shopping, she didn't approve of what I wanted to buy. What's wrong with a really cool army-print slingbag?!! It was RM49.90, but it had a whole load of space inside...
Next time we go out, I'm gonna raid ALL my savings. But I really gotta take a few out for Maple cards. XD
Homework haven't finish...just being a good blogger and putting a new entry today...
Ja ne!!
&!=sya (:

12:52 AM

Ohayou. Though it's not really morning.
Well, I found out that the way to get many tags in your tagboard is to go BLOGHOPPING. Haha. Or just promote your blog by telling ppl. Well, duh. Can't believe I'm so dense. XD
I know ppl aren't supposed to buy pirated CDs but they are cheaper after all and sometimes you can get real cool anime for about RM6 at certain Johor spots. So I did get one. Dunno what the title is, though, it was in hiragana. But when I watched a very little bit of it, I found out it was...*jang-jang-jang*...YAOI!!!
Wootz. That's so COOL.
The guys are so CUTE too. I LOVE bishounen.
Sora's the clueless bluenette, Nao is the equally clueless pinkette (really pale pink hair but whatever), and Natsuri's the hyperactive blondiee. Nao's "other half" is a feisty guy called Ran, who's definitely not prudish, as far as I can see *cough*. Apparently, Sora's "other half" is a guy called Yoru, though I don't know how he looks like yet.
Seriously. It's like DN Angel but try imagining KradxDark.
KYAAA!!! SOOOO COOL!!! :D
WOOOHOOO!! I got my phone back, babeh!! MUAHAHA!! The SMS Mistress is back on track!! XD
But other than these two good news, I'm sad.
Cuz I feel like I've become a stranger in my own family.
Do you feel like you can love and hate someone at the same time? That's what has happened to me.
My lil brother is the cause of this.
It was a perfect accident. He was pulling at my...err...shirt, and I turned around to ask him what the matter was.
And my elbow accidentally went into his face.
I THOUGHT HE WAS STANDING!! BUT HE WASN'T. HE WAS SITTING!!
Of course, he started crying. I kept saying it was an accident but no one believed me. They didn't see what happened. And my brother thought it was on purpose too...
So I got a punishment. And now I'm a stranger.
When will it go away?